Monday, July 23, 2007

TMI

What is TMI?

Too much Information - oversharing.

That's very true. We are getting more and more comfortable in TMI. Put the blame on TV shows, especially the Taiwaneses'.

I got very uncomforatble, so uncomfortable that I need to siwtch channels quickly.

I guess I am having the same problem too.TMI. I do not know, I felt that I have to let people know.

I questioned myself several times and gave reasons for my TMI.

Positive excuses I gave:
1. I am straight forward, I have nothing to hide.
2. I should let the circle knew the problems we are facing.
3. I should not conceal matters i.e. I should not let the somebody out of the spheres. I am treating him as an insider.

Negative reasons that I could think of:
1. I am lack of confidence so I am seeking confirmation or justification (unlike being confidence in oneself as suggested by psychlogists in nature of people who overshare)
2. Trying to win people over to my sphere of influence.
3. seeking consenses.

Baba did say if you think what you tell is not going to benefit anybody, keep it to yourself.

I have to be more conscious, not to overshare.

Friday, July 20, 2007

I am FREE

Know the feeling? Feeling of being free. It's great

I am free, free to express myself.

Have been 'barred' from my blog for so long and a bold IT act got myself releasing out from the Cell.

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Going through uncertainities , sleepless night over the 4 things in life - children, work, health, money.

Happy that I am coming back into equalibrium.

Prayers, self-development technics, spiritual endeavours like breathing exercise, separating the 'I' from the body etc help me through these two wavy (I would not say it is stormy, emotionally yes) weeks.

But, I gained.

There is a stronger bond between me and my other half.

I started to sought his opinions on areas which I normally would not because he would simply dispel/disregard my thoughts/sayings.

The Chakra topic, yeah he still gave it a 'yar'

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I am happy I am able to blog again.

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Chakra

Read a bit on Chakra. So, each has seven chakra and I am facisnated to find out (through a test) that my most free flowing or well balanced(?) chakra is the first Chakra

Chakra One:Earth, Physical identity, oriented to self-preservation Located at the base of the spine, this chakra forms our foundation. It represents the element earth, and is therefore related to our survival instincts, and to our sense of grounding and connection to our bodies and the physical plane. Ideally this chakra brings us health, prosperity, security, and dynamic presence.

So, I suppose I am really down to earth. Firm on the ground.

Then my 4th Chakra is the weakest.

Chakra Four: Air, Social identity, oriented to self-acceptance This chakra is called the heart chakra and is the middle chakra in a system of seven. It is related to love and is the integrator of opposites in the psyche: mind and body, male and female, persona and shadow, ego and unity. A healthy fourth chakra allows us to love deeply, feel compassion, have a deep sense of peace and centeredness


That is why I always said I cannot be so great that I can serve without any complaints, grudges etc. I will 'fight' back when I think I am being treated unjustly. So, I suppose, the 'blockage on the 4th chakra made me feel that some one is being unfair to me. Need to work on it.


Then my 5th Chakra score 9.3 out of 10.

Chakra Five: Sound, Creative identity, oriented to self-expressionThis is the chakra located in the throat and is thus related to communication and creativity. Here we experience the world symbolically through vibration, such as the vibration of sound representing language.

So, that explains me.

But I am a bit puzzled. I actually talked less as compared to when I am very young. During my primary school time, I was a chatterbox, chatting none stop. So, that means the chakra is also hereditary? need to read up on that.

One thing the report says that I am wiser than my age.